Validation vs. Doubt

Last week, after my story about Harmony Inc. ran, I got a call from the woman I interviewed for the story thanking me for writing a wonderful article and telling people about the event. It was very validating as a writer to receive her praise especially while I've been doubting if this is something I really want to do--or would even be good at. Even with this compliment, I am still torn, especially as I sit at my desk, which is really Addie's desk, and look around the newsroom at the real writers. They all seem so confidant/competent at what they do. I know I'm a good writer, as far as writing soft news and local events, but these people are tackling the hard news: stories about fires, arrest, court cases, budget meetings, and all kinds of stuff I can't fathom, let alone write a decent/intelligent article about. I just fear that my limitations of what I can cover (well) will prevent me from getting a good job. I'd love to do what Erin does: work for a lifestyles section and just write community events and a column every week.